Green Day - 21 Guns

Do you know what’s worth fighting for,

When it’s not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You’re in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I

When you’re at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn’t pass
Nothing’s ever built to last
You’re in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire?
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone

When it’s time to live and let die
And you can’t get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You’re in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I

Manglish... or English..

Quite sometimes, someone keep complain my English grammar..
Whatever I wrote, he will complain..
But it is a good point for him complain..
At least I knew where is my English level..

I do feel my English from bad to worse to worst..
In work, Mandarin will suitable..
In chatting, Manglish is fine..
In communication, Cantonese the best..
In home, Hokkien is the basic..

Anywhere, become less and less I spoke English..
DAMN... so hard to concentrate in my grammar and proper English..

Biasa liao la.. wat i wan type also can.. hard to restrict my own language writing..
words spelling become more n more..
and more on manglish style liao la...

I will try hard to get my English grammar correct..

Weekend at PD...

It been long time, I didnt not relax mind..
Add on.. long time I didnt have a nice sleep on my sweet and cold bed..
I think it been for months...

Is really enjoying become a lazy pig all over the weekend..
Just laying on sofa and sleep and eat..
What else I can do??
nothing much..

I do know.. some ppl have problem or argument with family member all the time..
But family still the only closest relation or blood related for you whole life..
1 life only have 1 closest family..

I do really grateful to have such family member..
Each member very support me..
Especially my mum... whatever happen on me.. even though i feel i going be killed by her..
but end up she support and encourage and forgive me too..
for my bro.. even he blur blur and sometimes make funny jokes..
just like he gave some silly answer.. he do take care everyone well..
my elder sister.. she also keep encourage n support me..
she the one always help me convince my mum..
my younger sister.. haih... she my good listener..
she know my stuff a lot..

Still is very enjoy when see, so many lazy animal sleep in living room on weekend..
got dragon, snake, pig and half cow/mouse..
all also lazy animal..

You guys also is LAZY PIG la...

Slow Dance

Fount at Youtube..
Teach how to do slow dance...


There is a question I want to ask..

Does.. every PD guy love to bring someone to seaside at midnight?

Maybe everyone stay at PD will have same thought..
Feel romantic and relaxing..
I DO...
I love to bring people to seaside at midnight..

Once, when having some drink at McD in midnight...
with someone special..
Some idea pop up in mind..
Why not we go PD and relax our mind..
Of course is a good idea..
WTF... now is 2.30am and we are at Cheras..

With my attitude..
When I feel is ok.. why not have a try..
since KL to PD just 1 hour 15 minutes journey..
and... yeah.. yup.. really.. to the truth... of course...
We really begin our journey from Cheras to PD...

I also can't believe I driving back my hometown in this time..
Something which I never do before..
Is really hard to keep driving in dark which I easily lost my concentration due to the contact lens, no road lamp, no more than 200m viewable vision, bengkang-beengkok road..
But is ok.. have to try something new.. I love this kind adventures.. so spontaneous.. XDD

Lately.. we reach safety and stop at PD most beautiful beach (in my opinion la.. dont complain la).. Bayu Beach. heheh
What we do at there??
Something adult activity which underage need parents permission first la..
Of course... we lay down.. on seaside...
The environment is really perfect.. you can feel...
The warm and cold sand..
The cold and fresh sea wind blew..
The comfort and relax waves slump..
The tender and nature of tree get blew sound..
The beautiful deep dark sky with few shining star..
The 3/4 huge orange moon...
The deep light blue cloud pattern the sky..
Everything was so fit the romantic environment...
What make more nice was.. when you get the warm and tiny sand cover your leg..
Really must try it...

Time flies.. really fast... almost 5am..
Maybe we should back KL.. but...
This time another my favorite.. reached..
The fresh air of the air.. remind me when I need back to school early morning..
Make me feel younger.. HAHA...

Since I want hidup hidup and feel the air more longer.. I suggest let see sunrise.. see the sky change color... It really a good idea.. but now only 5am..

She invite me for a dance..
Since the whole beach just we 2.. why not to accept the invitation..
We have some slow dance..
While we dance.. We can feel..
The fresh and warm air blew...
The gentle and soft waves slump..
The tiny and smooth sand..
We keep go round and round and round..
The sand keep splash here and there and can feel it follow our dances...
The wind keep gave us fresh air to breath...
Everything was so nice and memorable.. which can feel the moments is some sweet dreams..

But time really flies fast.. we end up have some night tour around PD while wait the nasi lemak to operate..
Everything goes fast and the sky already brighter with the sun shine...

It really a sweet memory for me... Thanks for accompany me..
Love it a lot.. ^^


Today is 2 August de...
It been 3 weeks since my birthday..
At first I do have a lot things to blog..
My Birthday event.. follow by some sweet and memorable event...
And I been very busy this 3 weeks..

A lot things had been happen around me..
Twist and twist and twist.. and twist..
I also donno what to do.. too much things had been happen...
Just short short 3 weeks.. a lot sweet memory had happen..

Till now... I still donno what I should do..
When in relation, although just few days or weeks..
No matter the things is small matter or big matter..
Each movement and each action that done by her...
Will scratch a deep memory in my mind..
Some simple song when i listen.. will make me remember of her..
Sometimes.. after some decision had make.. will make u feel more miss someone..

I still uncertain.. does what the decision is correct or not..
I do hope.. I can have some times to think and see is it wise to make the next move..
Now.. what I hope is to have some holiday.. to relax my mind..
to relax my mind.. to know which way i prefer..
Please bless me..

Anyway... I just pass my MySQL DBA exam..
Pass part 1 on 24 July and Part 2 on 31 July...
Thanks to those person had been support me all the way..
I do appreciate it a lot...