Driving Lesson..

It so lucky..
I still able to sit and write at here..
Almost get involved in an accident..
I drove my car with 90++kmph at straight road..
Suddenly the front car..
Emergency break..
That time..
I'm thinking something until too into to it..
When i awake..
The distant is very near only..
No choices..
I must break my car completely..
In a flash light..
I feel..
I'm death now..
Going to kiss the car butt..
Feel the break not working properly..
I'm awake again from the flash light..
Completely press my break till my car engines die..
Not dare to press clutch with break..
Will cause car skiing faster..
Thanks God..
I manage to stop my car from kiss the front car..
And car at back not follow me too close..
I thought I had bang or get banged..
Then I start my car..
And press the accelerator..
It can't be press..
I'm wondering..
Did i damage it?
I start flash my emergency light..
Try to press my accelerator again..
Then try press break and clutch..
Both working fine..
Feel there is something at below of the accelerator..
I pick it up..
It is my umbrella which i put near the door..
It must gone to the place when i break suddenly..
After remove it..
The car run as usual..
I'm wondering..
It must be very lucky..
The umbrella not drop below the break..
If so..
Sure I will end up at hospital..
Thanks God and my car..
Lesson of the story..
DO NOT put anything or whatever below the driver seat..


Everyone will suffer from sadness..
There is no one in this world did not have any regret and sadness in life..
I do have regret.. and plenty of it..
Important is learn from your regrets..
Some words say..
Age is not a problem for learning..
As long you willing to learn..
Life journey is same as study and learning..
Whatever you go through is a learning process to help yourself develop into a complete person..
When you have problem..
It is better to find someone to talk..
Do not keep everything by yourself..
The more you keep..
Headache, suffer, painful, tears..
One by one will visit you..
You only have 1 brain in a life time..
Don't let your own mind do everything..
It is painful to see your sadness face..
Tears keep flow down quietly..
I'm ready to listen..
Whatever problem or situation you are..
No matter what the respond I may face..
Is worth it, if you willing to share your thought with me..
Perhaps.. new way may provide to you..
Tears will let you cry out your sadness and regret in life..
When your tears willing to flow unstoppable..
I'm ready to lend my shoulder..
To let your tears, wet my clothes..
No one will laugh when your tears flow is sad tears..
People will laugh, only the tears is happiness tears..
The world will keep rotate..
The sun will keep arise and set..
The star will always shining together with the moon..
Don't let the regret always hunt you..
Like no tomorrow..
Let continue the life happily..
And don't let the smile in your face fade out..

Hope can see the smile in your face again..

Merry X'mas..

This year, when Christmas approach..
I have a strong feeling..
Where I should celebrate, what to do and thinking all sort of plan..
Make me have the Christmas mood more than thinking of Chinese New Year mood..
Every year when Christmas approach..
I no need do any planning cause there will be someone waiting for me to celebrate with..
Unfortunately, this year in September, my status had been changed..
Then in November some sweet and sour spices been added..
Things still not change..
Going to celebrate Christmas lonely..
Start this morning with some smile on face..
It is a holiday for me..
Although is Christmas..
Enjoying my sleep, fm2009, movie, drama..
Should have take 26 as my offday too..
So I can back hometown and meet my old friends..
To balance up my network..
But unfortunately..
My holiday mood..
Had to work too once I get call at the support phone..
But cannot blame the person to called me..
They only do their job only..
If blame also blame those company keep make changes..
My holiday since August had been drastically spoiled by them..
It feel very SUCK.. and many things been changes since then..
What I can do now..
Life still have to go on..
I still have to live and find new target in life..
Just hope.. Everything will get better and better..
Maybe now I can start plan..
What to do in New Year Eve..

~~Wish Everyone Merry X'mas and Happy Holiday~~


It been few weeks I start my diet plan.
It been few weeks I skip my dinner.
It been few weeks I eat less.
It been few weeks I miss my favo foods.
At last... I can eat my favo "Ramli Burger".
Bought at my apartment front gate.
Favorite order... "burger ayam special 2.."
If too hungry will order.. "burger ayam double special 2.."
The first bite.. will give the chicken and egg taste..
The second bite.. will give the onion and cabbage smell deep into your mouth..
The third bite.. will give the chili sauce along with mayonnaise flow into it..
The fourth bite.. will give the sensation of..

Ramli Burger the best.. XD

Philosophy of LOVE

Found something interesting from my mailbox. It's quite true to real life..

Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.
Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear.
Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you.
What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?
If love isn't a game, why are there so many players?
Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget.
You can only go as far as you push!
Actions speak louder than words..
The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else.
Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.
Life's short. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it.
A best friend is like a four leaf clover, hard to find and lucky to have.
Some people make the world special by just being in it.
Best friends are the siblings God forgot to give us.

When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there.
True friendship never ends.
Friends are forever.
Good friends are like stars.....you don't always see them, but you know they are always there.
Don't frown, you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end. Most people walk in and out of your life, but only friends leave footprints in your heart..

If u love something...let it go.
If it comes back to you its yours.....
If it doesn't then it never was.
A kiss is just a kiss until u find the one you love. A hug is just a hug>until its from the one ur thinking of. A dream is just a dream until u make it come true. LOVE is just a word until its proven 2 u.